Very disappointed. Got my period on Saturday morning right before weigh in. I registered a gain of half a kilo. I'm so cranky with myself. DH and I had a big fight last night and now all i've done is eat crap all day, which isn't helping at all.
Found out on Friday that my best friend is pregnant. She's totally devastated and wishes she wasn't. It's sad cos I would love to be pregnant again, but we can't afford it and I guess that it reminded me of how I can't have another baby even though I would dearly love to. Even though i've made the decision not to have any more babies it's hard when it's brought to the forefront like that.
I was telling DH about it last night and I got a bit teary. He said "i'm not even going to begin to try and work out why you're upset about this". That was it, it was on for young and old then.
Of course i've reverted to bad eating and lying on the lounge feeling sorry for myself.
About Me
- Briony
- 40 year old mother of one gorgeous toddler. I'm trying to find my way to goal weight through the maze that is my life.
7 comments:
Poor guys, sometimes they must wonder what's going on with us and our moods. Still a little understanding never hurts.
Stop eating now!
I think it's harder too, as we get older, because the amount of time we've got left to change our mnds about more kids starts to run out. And ditto what Kathryn said! Stop eating, it will jsut make you feel worse.
Hope you are feeling much happier today. Don't worry about that gain, it was probably just the wrong time to be weighed.
Aww babe - Huge hugglez! Forget about the weight gain - you and I both know it's not real. And scales lie.
Maybe take your frustrations out with some exercise (even though you don't feel like it) Instead of food. You know in the end what's really going to help make your feel better and whats going to make you feel worse.
Huge hugs darl! Hope you're feeling better today. I agree with the others, find something that makes you feel good to take out your frustrations on, like exercise.
It's a shame we women don't come with instructions. It would make life so much easier sometimes!
*hugs*
Give the scales a break for a couple of days and flush the gain out with litres and litres of water. Not only will it make you feel fuller but it will give your skin a nice healthy glow.
Now that you are completely confused by my ramblings I wanted to let you know I know how you feel. And I have a feeling that we will have fleeting thoughts like this for the rest of our lives but for the main it will be OK.
It sounds like you need a good cuddle, a huge cry, and a few days sleep. I'll help with the cuddle in a few weeks, and I will bring tissues :)
Sorry to hear things haven't been going well for you. Hope your feeling a bit better today.
Chin up.
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